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Hi everyone. It sure has been a long time. I checked my account after 2 years of being gone and I'm surprised that people still watch me.

Some of you had asked me what happened to me, why did I ghosted, I think thats how its called. Well, I suppose you could say I'm on a breaking point on my life. For two years I have been tryong to figure out what my true worth really is and what I want in life.

Is funny, when I couldn't get my title ... I though it was the end for me is I didn't became a professional and get a high job. I tried so hard and in the end everything went to the garbage.

I think if it wasn't for my family and nor my special person, pretty sure I would have ended things were they were. I decided to reflect on my life and on what I want.

I still want to draw... But as a hobby. I love making my OC and building stories even if no one ever will read them. And as what I want for my life... I have a dream now, it may not be fancy, but it makes me happy... I wanna own a daycare.

I remember how my parents worked so hard to give me a happy childhood despite the world outthere. And I love children and taking care of them. I wanna give them even a place were they can enjoy themselves and not worry what the world demands of them yet.

It's gonna be rough, but I finally have a goal. I'll do what I need to do and I pray one day I can make it a reality.

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THANK YOU

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I wanted to thank all fo those for your greetting on my birthday.Ai A-chan Fuuyuumi (Tears of Joy) [V1]Happy Tears :bademoticon: 
 
If I'm being honest, I wasn't very excited about my birthday at first. This year has been very difficult and we have been struggling a lot, I had gotten into many fights with my family and I'm still jobless.
And lately I have been having a lot of doubts about me continuing on drawing. It feels like I haven't improved as an artist, and started losing the passion and the joy that came with it. I want people to enjoy what I do, but I keep compering myself to others, and I haven't be able to get through this.
I can't talk about this feelings at home, so I say it because I need to let them flow sometimes.
But I still want to thank those who have supported me these years, I really appreciate it.Happy Tears

:Heart Thank You: 
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I hope everyone is doing way better than I have this last days with this cold. sick 

Sorry for let people down. Right now Im catching up with my projects as you have seen it. The good news is that someone is asking me to do some work for him as a desginer, the bad news is I ain't getting paid.Rose sweatdrop But he said he would recommend me to some people, so I guess that's a start.

Second, I open an account on Discord. If some of your wish to chat sometime here is my account
Noble-Maiden#2766

I'm starting to upload pics in Tumbrl as well. But I want to ask if I should upload with watermark the commissions i have made so others may see them, but I want your permission to do so. So I await your answers.
Happy Bunny Wave - Beemote 
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Hey Everyone. It took a while, but i got new versions of Illustrator and Photoshop

I have been pretty busy helping around my house and the family bussiness, you know, tyring not to be a freeloader, making difficult to get a hold on the computer. And there for the commissions had to be on hold.

But anyway, my school case... was dismiss. It seems the academic administration, didn't want to risk their jobs helping the students who weren't able to get the 700 points needed to get the title. The funny thing is, 40% of the subject was in the same circunstances I was and the school instead of offered them help, close their cases. Its more irritating, because it tuned out that I could have done the exam in another instititute and pass the test with 500 points. But then again, they make money everytime a student fails the test and has to repeat it paying the school for classes.

Well, with everything thats going on, I had been talking with my folks, and they agree that I can open a PAYPAL account  so I can sell my art as many of you know. However, it shames me to admit it, I get easily distracted with my personal projects and the commissions, and my leys of undone projects is longer than the commissions I owe.

So, though it may sound selfish from my part, I want to finish all my personal projects so by the end of the year I don't have anything that can get on my way with commissions once I open PAYPAL.

Now   :icons-hiriumi:  :iconladyjade26:  :iconxgp-nataku:  :iconthe-gitz:  :iconastral-wingz:  :icondranira:  :icondragonwarrior25:      Ill try to make time for you as well, and you don't have to pay with PAYPAL, if you still want your commissions sent me a note please.

I ask apologies to all of you, and I pray and get control on my life soon.
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Hey people. Things have been slow this summer. I went to visit some relatives and went to my cousin's bachelorette party. I'm back to drawing as you noticed.^^
Also, everyone croos fingers. I sent a letter to the main office of my college so they can analyze my case so they can allow me to graduate. Those who doesn't know, the new rule in my country's education, if you don't get a score of 700 points on a final test you cannot graduate, and I got 669. So they are verifiying if they can give me an extra point.
Sent me best wishes everyone.Sad Lily 


Commissions whom I'm still working are   :icons-hiriumi:  :iconladyjade26:  :iconxgp-nataku:  :iconthe-gitz:  :iconastral-wingz:  :icondranira:  :icondragonwarrior25:



:iconpointcommishesclosed: :iconrequestsclosed: :iconcollabsclosed: :icontradesclosed2: 

:icongiftsfriendsonly:

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